Went to Almonte today with me mum, grand mum and aunt. It was fun. We went to Victorian Teahouse for lunch again. I love that place and their Turtle cake. UNFORTUNATLY all the awesome stores were closed today, and I REALLY wanted to buy some nice jewlery. Oh well.

I guess I'll just save my money for school :P

Speaking of, I got into Animation course at Algonquin. I am so estatic, all i have to do is send in the course fee before July 15th and then I get my time-table. I can't wait!

So anyways, after Almonte, we dropped my aunt off at her house in Carp, and then we drove back to Kanata and dropped my grandmother off at her appartment.

Mom and I then went to Staples because i wanted to buy some 9 x12 mailing folders for when I need to to draw my next house for Penny in Remax. I bought a pack of a hundred. I figure that'll keep me busy for a while. No to mention, be great for when I start the comic.

And my horoscopes lately have been DEMANDING that I do it. Which is rather uplifting :)

Anyways, after Staples, we went To Canadian Tire cuz my mom wanted to buy some Potting Soil and Cedar Mulch. I happened to see the fry guy and gave into my temptations.

The fry guy was SO hot. My god. And what REALLY made me feel good, was that the guy was TOTALLY hitting on me. Rather flattering if I dare say. Most of the time, I'm too naive to catch their subtle hints and gestures, but this time it was like " woah... this hot guy is totally checking me out... SWEET."

Pride is an evil sin I tell you, it totally corrupts your mind.

And specially after I ordered my small fry and ice tea, he looked at me and said. " Is that all you want?" And dumbly I smiled and answered yes, but then he SMIRKED back and said ' Are you SURE thats all you want?" Emphasizing the "sure"

Damn.

I was like a deer in the headlights.


What is with me with the guys and food. First the muffin man, and now the fry man.

*giggles* I likes food... one of the major things in life that really satisfy me, and people know I am a hard one to please :D

I should really wear this mini-skirt more often.

And Ryan you can suck IT, becuase you hit on girls and check them out ALL the time at your work so :P

<3

Current Mood: naughty

It has been a long time since I have updated on Livejournal. I haven't really had the time for it. But since today is one of those rainy days, I thought I should.
Its not like anyone reads it except for Ry, and a few friends. But meh. Whatever. I'm not looking for a stage crew thats for sure. I rather mellow today.

So I have a job- A really unique and a sit-on you ass or relax kinda job. I work for Remax realestate, BUT I draw the houses that they sell. Its pretty awesome actually. I really have to thank Monique for this. Ryan's step-mom is my hero :D

Now Ryan's MOTHER on the hand... I really get the feeling that she doesn't like me. I'm noit really sure why. I did stand up for him a long time back- and well its was over what to have for dinner. C'mon if you expect me to take McDonald's take-out, over Baton Rouge exquisit-cuisine, you might as well expect me to shit an elephant.

( I might have if I chose McDoanlds :P)

But again that was a while ago. I can't see anyone but a petty childish fool bearing a grudge over a REDICULOUS matter. But you know, you tend to be surprised with alot of life's wonders... that or disappointed.

But we ran into Ry's mom the other day, and if I could EVER feel like peice of trash- it would be around her. My God, glanced at me ONCE, ignored what I said. She totally ignored me.

It bothers me. Not alot. But I don't like getting that treatment. I hate cowards who shun out others, backstabbers and purely petty people. If you have something to say to me- say it to my god damn face!

*pouts*

Its like highschool over again....

ANYWAYS well, Ry and I saw Pirates on Saturday, once I finished work. I saw it before but Ryan hadn't. And I love watching things over and over again- I alway catch things I didn't before, and if I REALLY love the movie, I will admire EVERYTHING from animation, cinemaphotography, to the characters and the story.

Watching Pirates again, I HAD to admire all the goofy faces that Jack Sparrow could make throughout the movie- The man of a thousand faces.

After Ry, went home I watched the most revitting thing ever.. HOCKEY! Got that was just a fabulous game. I want a Neil shirt for definent now. He has always been my favourite player. He BULLDOZES through everyone and he makes the games get a little on the rough side.

And the rougher the game is- the more I enjoy it!

And after his wonderful goal on Saturday night, for his team and baby girl Hailey I HAVE to get a 25 NEIL shirt. I already have 12 FISHER shirt, FISHER hat and SENS ARMY shirt. My mom has a 15 HEATLY Shirt and my brother has a 1 EMERY shirt. My dad... he has a plain senators shirt and his flashy pendant :P

I hope tonights game will be just as good OR BETTER :D

Sunday, I helped my mom do some more gardening stuff, then we went out to get some errons done. I had to return this shirt I bought recently at Winners. So I found a nice pair of white-cream capris with tribal imbroidery on it. They are snazzy.

I also found PART of my father's day gift for my dad. I got him a pack of 4 iPod Shuffle Silicone Cases. And for my aunt Janet, I bough her two watercolour paint sets for flowers and landscapes. She complained so much that I was giving my Oil set to my aunt Beverley, so I think this will make her happy. Maybe she's love to pant more than drink...

..yeah I doubt that.

OH we are celebrating my Aunt Janet's b-day on Father's Day and Ryan is coming down. :D I am very excited! If he can handle my family, that he is definetly my man!
But everyone is thrilled to see him. My aunt and my gandma even. And I think My dad is going to invite him for a game of golf.
I just hope my aunt doesn't get too drunk and go into her 'pry into everones life' mode. I told Ryan, if the wine glass is in my Aunt's hand- just nod and smile.

But Ryan will do fine- and if he thinks MY family is crazy, wait until August when my cousin comes down from Newfoundland with her family. HardCORE Newfies. My Uncle Rick is crazy.... And so is my Aunt Karen when she is tipsy. I had a ball watching Jessica (my cousin) and her mother ( Aunt Karen) WRESTLE over a blow-up mattress. Hair pulling cat-fight, man.

And my Uncle Rick and his firecrackers.... He threw some into our tent when we were sleeping. I could have KILLED him.

...I should REALLY warn him about the firecracker law we have here, mostly for everyones sake.

Its going to be so much freakin' fun.

Anyways after flying WAY off topic, After shopping with my mom, we went and saw Shrek the 3rd ( again )She enjoyed it.

I bought some cd's too. I bought the soundtrack to Pan's Labyrinth and 'Rome' from the HBO series.

But now I have some awesome soundtracks. I have BOTH Battlestar Galactica soundtracks, which are all unbelievably awesome. 300. Pirates of the Carribean. Now Pan's Labyrinth amd Rome. I also got the Shrek Soundtrack, lots of great songs on there I haven;t heard for the longest time. Like the Immigrant Song from Led Zepplin.

Now I have some AWESOME motivation music for my inspiration on my comic. I still can't start it quite yet, I need to sketch out some minor characters for the prolgue, look up some more historical refrences and of course decide on the design of the villian for the story. At least I don't have to decide on a name QUITE yet.

But its going to be awesome. The prologue will be abot 24 pages long full of full blown detail- with darkness and gory-ness ( well its not as bad as Chapter One when there is a detail drawing of a woman being torn to peices by a fenrir)and of course what the corpse looks like when the Elements find it.

Thanks to BONES I have become absolutely sickening with my drawings.:D

The Prologue starts out with the narration on the prophecy of the elements and creation process, told bu an elements point of view. Its starts in Corinth, Greece at the Temple of Apollo. A sacrificial ceremony is about to be performed to bring one of the legendary goddesses to life. Element of Fire. And the ritual is not rushed either. I show the step by step. And the effection it has on others. But as the ritual is happening and the chosen sacrifice is giving his soul away, a demon ( the villian of the ENTIRE story) wearing a this horrid dragon skull, interupts the ceremony by slaughtering EVERYONE and instead od killing the just-born goddess- The demons locks the desorintated and lost element ( unknown to know what she is) in the temple with dead corpse and leaves her there.

I'm not sure how long it will be, becuase Cerridwen isn't fully created- until she comes in contact with her element and seing she is only 240 years old and the sacrifice took place in ANCIENT Greece times- she is ALOT older ( technically speaking) But from there and her time to when she found- She was trapped in that temple with a rotten corpse- blind and unknown to what she was.

But anyways, thats how the prolgue is going to be. And there is NO dialogue except the narration. Its up to my drawings to depict everything I need to explain. But again prolgues are SUPPOSED to create gaps of unanswered questions- thats what makes the readers interested into the reading the story.

:D i R genius.

So THAT and the the nearly 180 pages for the chapter one.(4 parts). its going to be once large beginning. Afterall its going to be one LARGE story.

Man, I went all rambly didn't I? Okay I will shut up now.

Current Mood: creative

I only did this for fun, but I am pleased with the results :D

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Current Mood: busy

Well its's gone, my portfolio has been sent off to the college- HALLEJAH! So there's a very large heavy burden ripped off my back- and damn it feels goods.

So I worked with the new girl again, Elizabeth Somerville. She's is awesome, we are going to hang out and stuff sometime. Not only did she go to Earl of March as well, she hung around all the people I knew. It's strange- I DO but I DON't recall her face. She is Jasmine's best friend. And she hung around with Jenny, Jena and Cady for quite a bit. And also went out with Brad.

Small world huh...

Anyways, she's a card, a year older that her ( I'm not the baby anymore YAY!) and she's got the same interests as I do. We spent a long time talking about Buffy- rehearsing the the quotes and drooling over David Boreanaz ( Angel) and I was severly surprised that she had not watched all of Angel yet.

But after what I was sayin; I reckon she will. She loves Bones and I got her interested with Battlestar Galactica.

So anyways- work was a bore as usual, but what had made it interesting was the fact that we talked all night long- I didn't even have my break.

I DID however run over to A&W to grab a fry, After I came back she went over to the Smoke & News place to get a drink.

THe night go even more interesting when a 17 year old MORON came running through the mall, hoot and holaring, wearing only boxers and shoes- and his boxers WHERE DOWN ON HIS KNEES!

And WHY did I have to turn to look out to see what the noise was WHY? I WAS EATING and I totally could of barfed!!!

I SAW EVERYTHING!

Elizabeth said my face was a riot. I was dumbstruck- and hoping to GOD I was imagining it!

Only when Mawa at one of the Kiosks outside of Hallmark turned to me and said " Is he sick?"

Realizing that I wasn't imagining things I relplied with " I hope so..."

THAT or he was high.

Whatever. Where the hell was mall security when you need it! GOD!

I had to talk to Sham the security guy who locks the doors, when I was leaving. And Sham said he didn't see it, but he heard it from a lot of people.

I bet if Marie was working at the Lotto booth that night, there would of been havin' some gut-quenching giggles for A LONG time.

So if that had not had--- weirded my night out so much, I had to come home and save a poor little grey feild mouse from my sadistic Cat.

The little guy ran into the bucket and hid under the shovel. I managed to grab the cat and throw him inside the house. I came back out and pulled the shovel away and I saw he wasn't moving and that mad me sad. But as soon as I picked up the bucket the little guy looked up and ran around in circles.

I brought him over to the vegtable garden and tried to set him free, but the little guy squeezed through the bucket hole and then crawled on top of the bucket to stare at me.

Maybe he was trying to send me a telepathic message " thank you" or " I'm going to eat your face."

Anyways, he turned around and LEAPED off the bucket like a.. a.. FROG and went in the bush.

I wonder if he was the samew guy I saved last time- Lou was torturing the poor thing and finally the little guy ran, and ran right over to me and hid be hind my feet.

God he was so cute.

My cat is probably very angry with me right now.

Sadistic animal.

Anyways, tomorrow should be awesome, my mom, grandmother and aunt are going to see Pirates!

I can't wait!!!!

Current Mood: cheerful

My brother is such a MORON!!! We have a big fly, flying around the house for days now, and he finally decides to kill it. So what does he use?

AXE.

No only does the house REAK, to the point the smell is burning my eyes, but the fly was still alive. So ( Pulled a total Ariel) I flipped off my slipper and chucked it at the Window where the fly was beating against.

DEAD.

Now the house smells....

Even the Cat won't come indoors.

MORON!
How this man go his Bachelor of Arts degrees, is beyond me...

And then, as said by the idiot, " Maybe if I'm lucky, all get a bunch of hot girls coming to house"

You can imagine my blank unimpressed stare....(with my nose burried in my sweater, and blinking, because my eye-balls were on fire)

I ended the conversation by flipping off my other slipper, and chucking it at his head.....

Current Mood: annoyed

GO SENS GO!!! GO SENS GO!!!

Current Mood: TIME TO WIN!!!

I begin my morning like every morning. Wake up, plan my day, plan what I am going to wear, go to the bathroom, then eat. Albeit, sometimes things automatically change.

I called Ryan in the morning, to ask if he wanted to hang out before he went to work. It was after 8 when I called his cell- I was planning to leave a message but, the idiot had his ring on high, so NOT my fault. He was grumpy. But we chatted for about 38 minutes on his phone- he cheered up pretty quickly. Still din't want to hang out with me... *pouts*

Doesn't matter, We are doin' stuff tomorrow. Inuyasha marathon, Ordering KFC ( he knows my cravings well :D) and watching some kick-ass playoff hockey!

AND Becuase of my ultra-nearly-happened-anxiety attack (PMS) yesterday, I failed to realize that I had left my last working fine-point drawing pen, with its cap off- and DUH it doesn't work. So I told my mom I had to make a trip down to Wallack's before she went off to work at 1.

I have blister on my toe, its being a little bitch...

SO, She agreed, only if I helped her in the garden before hand. It was hot out so I dragged out my summer bin clothes, looking for some shorts ( that I HOPED i could fit in) I bravely attempted to try on the clothes that DID NOT fit me last year and I was bedazzeled to find that they fit me- EVEN knowing the fact I was currently bloated. That amazed me. Goes to show how much weight I've loss- I seriously don't know how but for know I will just blame my thyroid.

But yes, my mini-skort and short-shorts fit. I was happy.

Anyways after being covered head-to-toe in dirt, I had shower and got ready to go to Wallacks. I wore my Mini-skort and my Leopard-print cami.

I picked up my FABER-CASTELL Pitt artist pens and I picked up, 005 Pigma Micro pen (0.20 line width) and I bought a Steadler push pencil, since they are so cool and my last broke.

Afterwards we went over to COSTCO to pick up some groceries, and due to my time of the month- I was MAJORLY craving for coco-goodness. Actually I wanted smarties. And you know what my mom does? She buys a GIANT box of boxed smarties and told me to stash it in my room, so I don't have another fit like last night.

Yeah. There was no chocolate in the house, so I tore the kitchen apart trying to find something durring half-time of the HOckey game. Eventually I found a half opened bag of CHippits in the cooking area- My mom hasn't baked cookies in two years- How long have those chippits been there. GOD ONLY KNOWS.

But I ate them.

So yes, you can guess what I am eating right now. SMARTIES!

After COSTCO, We went to Wallmart,( FUCKING ZOO) I found my NAIR cream and mom found her hair products. We were out of there faster then a cheetah on steriods.

Anyways, my mom and I parted ways. She went to work and I went to Chapters trying to find my 'Inspiration' books. For poses I found a fashion magazine that shows nothing BUT poses. The clothes are not really what I am looking for, except Amber. Amber comes off as a very elegant buisness look to her, and finding clothing for Amber is not easy. She's a fucking AMAZON.

Then I found a book I have be staring at for YEARS. Its Alex Ross's DC comic Art book " MYTHOLOGY" Its fucking awesome. The Batman stuff is wicked. I'd have to say out of all of the super hero stuff- Batman HAS to be my favourite. He's human unlike the rest, he has no super powers, he just is just a genuis, full of revenge and ANGST. Its dark and dramatic. My favourites. :D

Anyways. Its hot. I have to show Ryan it. And Ariel will love the Superman stuff.

So after that, I went over to Sports Chek to see if they go anymore shirts in, of the Sens. God. Talk about awkward. First time in my life I have actually felt like a piece of meat...

Note to self: NEVER walk into a Sports store in a mini-skirt ( Mini SKORT actually, but what to men know)

Anyways, they didn't have anything in smalls, so I left and walked back home.

I showed the DC comic book to my brother- he fondeled it for a while.

And then I got a phone call form work. Marie wanted to switch my Tuesday with her Thursday. With my luck it'll be a hockey night but meh, I'll live. So NOW instead of go back to work on Tuesday, I don't work till Thursday. VACATION!!! WOOT!

So now I have inspiration, I think I will draw now.

Current Mood: creative

You know usually, Wednesdays were my horror days- mostly when I was in high school. But lately they have been pretty good days. Take today for example, I was VERY productive today

....didn't do shit all on my Portfolio, but I have all tomorrow, Friday and Saturday, to fast and zombie-fy myself into one of my drawing drives. :p

Anyways, I started out my morning out in the garden with my mom. We raked the leaves up, de-weeded the gardens And I enjoyed demolishing a massive ant coloney. We planted dug out our Climbing Rose bushes and moved it to the other gardens. I had to pull out all of the Lilly-of-the-Valley becuase it was whoring the rest the rest of garden, and spreading out into the lawn. We also tried to organise the herb garden, except only it has become LOU's garden since the Catnip has spread ALL over the place and my stoned cat is CONSTANTLY grazing and prauning the damn plant, not to mention getting totally stoned in the process.

Anyways, after that, my mom and my grandmother decided to go fro a swim in the in-door pool. It was great. I am going to do it as much as possible. It really feels good to excercise thos muscles. I did 30 laps, front and back down the pool. I feel so refreshed.

Anyways, after that we went back up to my grandmother's and she made her fabulous grilled-cheese snadwiches on cheese-bread. They are to die for! We chatted afterwards, while we at our cookies and had our tea and then my mom and I left shortly afterwards.

I went to Hallmark and picked up my check, and to pick up my income tax papers. After banking the money, my mom and I went to Loblaws and picked up some groceries. Damn was I craving for chocolate today. Mostly I was in dire need for Mint-Chocolate Chip ice cream. Of course, they didn't have any except in the Hagen-Daaz and I'm sorry I am not paying seven bucks for a wee little tub of icecream. No freakin way.

Afterward we went into the garden center, on the hunt for a nice planter for my Grandmother. We didn't find too much, but i found this pot that had holes in it, planted in the pot was 8 different types of herbs. It was really neat and my mom liked it alot, so I bought it for her for Mother's day. Even though I have already bought several things for her. :P

Then we went over to Canadian Tire and did some more plant shopping and finally found a nice planter for Granny-O. Afterwards we went home and unloaded the groceries and did some more gardening. THEN my dad came home and mowed the lawn, we were sent back out to Canadian Tire to find some light bulbs for our pathway lights.

We brought my brother over to Granny's before we went to pick up the bulbs, becuase she wanted him to put down this rubber mat on her balconey for her. He was such an arrogant jack ass to my mother. I swear, she has the patience of a saint, becuase I was ready to slap the mouth right off him.

Anyways, after my mom and I had our 'Male' rant, which was a for-sure hinted sign, that my time of the month is vastly approaching, we went back to pick him up. He was still a jackass.

Then Granny took out some money from her purse and gave me twenty-five bucks from her purse. She enjoyed my company today while we swam. Cool. I'm getting paid for entertainment :D I won't complain. She then gave some money to my brother for his LABOURS as he put it. *rolls eyes*

Lazy bastard...

I'm not very fond of the comments in the newspapers about the Hockey Game. The Buffalo Sabres are getting REALLY cocky. I guess we will see for sure, tomorrow night.

Oooh gotta go. Bones is on!

Current Mood: rejuvenated

Wow.

My day has just been... wow.

Where to start.

First, I will start with the doctor appointment about my Thyroid condition, at 9:15 this morning. Apparently all the alligator skin, dry hair, and anxieties have purposly made a reason. My thryriod blood results came back and they came back underactive- meaning my thyroid is zombie-fied.


Now I was warned about this in highschool, when I first diagnosed with Hypothyroidism. I was warned that when my body matures, goes through extreme changes or have a child, there was a 90% possibility that my hypothyroidism would just disappear OR it would have gotten so bad I would pratically become a drooling couch potatoe. And let me say it scared me shitless.

Well guess what. Its happening already. BUT becuase I have been so mighty ass stressed, and emotional and constantly busy, I have HARDLY noticed it. But If I was to go on eventually, I would have lost my speach and my brain would have worked at the pace of a snail. Eventually my whole body would have shut down.

So the crazy anxieties is what STOPPING from being a drooling bastard. BUT we have caught it just in time. My meds have seriously been upped. The regular thyroid for HYPO ( so more means inactivity) is a 5.......

I'm a 48

Basically. The doctor said to hold out my palm. She said that my palm is my thyroid gland. Then she put a PEA in the middle of my palm, and said " THIS is how much your thyroid is working."

Its funny, how something that doesn't seem so important can do so MUCH damage.

Anyways my drugs have upped now. BUT she's not sure this will regulate the thyroid glands activity so every month I have to get blood work, and have a change in drugs.

My mom said it was like a deja-vu this SAME thing happened to her when she was 21 and pregnant with my brother. Though, AFTER Josh was born it was too late and she lost almost all activity in her thyroid, until after 3 YEARS they finally regulated her.

It better not take THAT long for me....

ANYWAYS! NEXT I got the call from Jennifer my boss about my T4 and income tax ANNNNNND.....

I'm getting $124 back from the government.

THANK FUCKING GOD!

So obviously Hallmark fraked it up and new they were in shit. And the BEST thing about it. I don't have to do a THING! Jen did my income tax for me, and next Wednesday all I have to do is sign the form and badda-bing badda-boom. I am le finis!

My brother just gave me the Spider-man 3 Soundtrack. Its awesome! I can't wait to see it Friday.

So a boulder of weight has been ripped off my shoulders and I can finally stand straight. There is slight pressure from my portfolio and bursary. But other than my zombie-fied Thyroid gland, I'm peachy!

And also excited about the Hockey game tonight. My mom and I made a deal that if the Sen's win tonight we will buying a Sens shirt with either Alffie, Fisher, Spezza, Volchenkov, Vermette, Heatly, Redden, Comrie, Corvo, Kelly or Neil, jersy shirts :D

I want Fishie....

GO SENS GO!!!!

Current Mood: cheerful

Tone down the happy music for a moment.

I still haven't heard back from T4 yet. My boss said I should know by Wednesday whether my T4 had a boo boo or If will going broke for the next few weeks. *hisses*

Tune up happy music!

So why am I so happy you ask. Becuase I am going to see my little flounder on Thursday. And I'm not taking about my boyfriend. ( No offense sweetie :P) I'm talking about my ARIEL! The last time I saw her was.... in February ( holy crappy doodles)

AND ITS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!! AND I have a gifty for her!

Anyways, she is sleeping over and we ae going watch Inuyasha, and then FRIDAY we are going to se SPIDER-MAN with Ry.

Now I must prepare for my untimely demise, once she gets my Facebook comment. *cackles evily*

Now.

Onward! To drawage!!!

Current Mood: crazy

Just when I thought I was having a good day- one god DAMN piece of PAPER comes up and bites me on the ass. My fucking income Tax is RIDICULOUS! I Owe the fucking government $364.43.
What the fuck is that? I am a part-time worker. I work about 20-30 hours every two weeks.
The tax deducted on my T4 was crap. 84.14 taken off. WTF?!

I am so going to get down on this tomorrow. I am going to call Jen, and ask her what the fuck is going on. And god, my parents are ready to find out what the hell is going on, and fuck... I have a damning desire to take my fork (currently holding as I eat) and not only gorge out someone eye- but skin them alive with it..

..hence why I shut myself off int my room so I could stop myself from ...unpredictable rage.

I haven't been so mad for a long time- I'm fucking shaking.

....I'm going to watch some Bones- Sexy FBI agent BETTER cheer me up....

Current Mood: enraged

Okay it has certainly been a while since I last updated, mostly becuase I needlessly did NOT need to preach my thoughts announce my life like I always do. I'd rather keep my life low key, and since I have finally came to the fact that body hates me no longer will complain about it anymore- it only leads me unsatisfied and cranky.

So mostly, this is for those who actually READ my lifejournal, I couldn't care less. But some people want to get a hold of me, may want to know my schedule.

Work related- Hallmark seems to be thriving and we may have a potential buyer- Anyways this week I work I am off until Sunday (10-5) then I work Tuesday (3:30-9) and then Saturday (1-6) and Sunday ( I am covering for Sam -10-5)

Tomorrow, my plans are quite hectic, but I may finally be able to get what I have been wanting all week. Its will probably be another distraction and take me away from my prioroties, but if I can accomplish it in one day then it won't be nagging at me for next few days. Like take today for example- I finsihed season one of BONES- I am officially ADDICTED to it. Its very educational- GORY AS HELL- but educational, none the less. Now I can probably makes some realistic murders in my comic book and draw them- since I have achieved my goal in learning the aspects of the human anatomy.

Off track again. Tomorrow my plans are (well before lunch cram in some epsiodes of BONES for my mom and I to watch) then we are taking my Grandmother's winter tires off ( no me, proffesionals of course) We then plan to go down to RICHIES or Richmond Nursery (Plant Nursery) and try to aquire a WIllow tree for our Backyard, since is a fucking Bayou!

We ONCE had a giant Maple in the middle of lawn, that we now relize, was put there,NOT to shade off the gardens, but to soak up the run off from the trails. But ever since we have cut down the old maple, our backyard has been getting boggy-er and boggy-er by the second. Now I wouldn't be surprised if we a CROCODILE swimming in our backyards- its that bad.

So WIllow Tree's are known for their amaxing absorbtion powers, so we HOPE by planting this expensive, exotic looking, tree. It will suck up the swamp.

This is only a Theory though.

Anyways, after that I plan to get my check and take a peek up at the Merivale Comic Book Shoppe and pick up my dvd box set I've been dreaming about. But I am not going up there for nothing- I'm going to call and make sure they have it first!

Distractions YAY!!!

Current Mood: tired

Yes! I have only my Appitude Test and the extra crap left to go on my portfolio! But since its too late to start either, I decided to work on some designs that defently could be used in it aways, but mostly its for the story.

Which brings me to subject the reason for my racing heart and sweat palms.... no its not a sex drawing... for once... As those may know, Nola is the element of Water, so her room is filled with aquariums and strange sea creatures that are given ridiculous names. Anyways, it brings me to her FAVOURITE of all her pets....

'Loyd' the baby Tiger Shark.

He is first mentioned in Chapter one, when Nola is introduced and Eagle, being a pest, took one of Nola's stuffed animals (Mr. Fluffy-kins) and gave it to Loyd to 'play' with... except Loyd tried to EAT it instead.

But trying to find refrences on 'Baby shark' has nearly giving me a heart attack... Every FRAKING picture has something to do with a GREAT WHITE with its friggin' jaws open, with its bloody mouth, and black beady eyes and I HATE THEM! They scare me shitless! My dad had to come into room FIVE times since I was screaming, becuase everytime a links said something about baby shark, instead the pic loads in and I am looking at the JAWS OF DEATH!!! (*no that was not a pun*)

Even when I go into Google image search and type in " baby Tiger shark" I get stupid pics and then BOOM right there in your face mother FRAKING great white!!!

Someone play the 'JAWS" theme and my hair on my neck stands up on it ends

*shakes head vigourously* There is no damn WAY I'll EVER see that shark movie now. And there was one link I went into, that before the picture even loaded in, I read peoples comments and one of them were " Its safe to say I will not be sleeping tonight" DIDN"T EVEN BOTHER to even LOOK as I screamed " CLOSE!!!!!" and then quickly close my laptop as the picture began to load. All I remember seeing is red water and THATS all I need to SEE!

My fears are going to be the death of me.... and I'm hoping the HEIGHTS kill me before the GREAT WHITE SHARK does....

Stupid butt munching great whites...

Stupid Loyd....

Current Mood: terrified!

Holy freakin' crap

I'm ready to naw down my desk like a friggin' beaver.

I'm ready to crawl the walls like monkey.

I'm ready EAT the walls like a termite.

Damnit all to hell, I'm ready to sprout butterfly wings and FLUTTER out my fraking window!

ooh thunder.

Its not like I have been trapped in my room, I have been out and about and buying everything my eye fancies.... Well almost. I didn't buy that $425.00 dragon statue at Peir One Imports ( ooh they are hiring!!!) but I WAS tempted- until my mother grabbed me by the back of my coat and dragged me A-WAY from my easy temptingness.


Oh my god. These Bits and Bites have minature Onion Rings....sugoi!

Rangy? Is that a word. My mother uses it. It probably a NEWF word, cuz newfies make up their words and people look at you and say 'RETARD." But most Newfies ain't that bright anyways. Their sayings however are amusing as hell. "I'm so hungry I could eat the arse out of a low-flying duck!

Guess thats where I get my imagination :P

So my thumb muscle has gone all big and BLACK- yes black. I have a TORN muscle. Not torn tendon. A torn muscle.

.....@#$%...

I am in HELL! Too many ristrictions MAN! Too many! I can't even pull up my my own pants! Well... I can do it with ONE hand, but not my right one. What usually takes me less than 10 seconds, now takes about a MINUTE to do. And don't get me started on brushing my hair.

So what have I been doing since I have been... wristbound?

Shopping my dear Watson, Shopping.

...may too much shopping.

THUNDER AGAIN!

I mean, yes it pissed and pissed and pissed down rain all freakin day. But does that stop me? .....

Well what a stupid question. NO!!!

I had lunch over at my Grandma's today. Grill Cheese Sandwiches on cheese bread with a bowl of fresh seedless grapes. Nummers! Her building lower lobby smelled really bad. I think someone died.

...I'm not being cute. I'm serious....

I think someone died.

I went down stairs after lunch to get my Granny's mail and there was an ambulance in the front, with four police cars, and the peramedic people were putting something into the abulance in a stretcher in a BLACK BAG.... plus its smelled PUTRID down there. I almost barfed.

The police officers came in and they began to talk to the Super Tend. dude and i could only catch ".....know her......dieting....horrible" out of the conversation.

I'm a nosey bitch. I COULD have just walked over and said " Hi. Whats up? And why does it smell like something rolled over and died."

No instead I asked the lady next to me, getting her mail and she shrugged her shoulders and walked off. Little prick.

When I got back up at Granny's I told them what I saw. Our morbid minds came up with assumtions, that are probably pretty close.

We guess someone has been dead there for a while, since the reoccuring smell. And the person may have starved themself.... but still the thought is... STILL giving me the heeby jeebies.

Speaking of heebie jeebies.
My GRANDMOTHER told a very sick but halarious joke ( cause me to make my milk fly out of my nose) and I mean this is my grandmother. Grandmothers aren't supposed to be.. talking like that.

Anyways, a young boy was upset about something and went over to a lady and hugged her knees. the little boy proceeded to then stick his hand UP the lady's dress but his father, saw this and stopped him saying. " Don't put your hands up there son, there is teeth there and they will bit you."

So this gullable boy grew up believing woman had teeth between their legs (...men) So one day, he meets a girl he likes and she then shows him everything he has to do. But when she told him to stick his hand under his skirt, he told her he couldn't.

She asks why, and then he tells her and she tells them there is nothing of the sort there. She lifts up her dress, shows him her crotch. " See. There isn't any teeth there is there?"

the boy shakes his head and said " No. but it looks like you have a gum infection."

THIS WHAT MY GRANDMA SAID! MY GRAND-MOTHER! MY 82 YEAR OLD GRANDMOTHER!!!!!!!!
Anyways, tomorrow before work I am going to Almonte with my mom, aunt and grandmother for lunch. It will be fun! :D

Current Mood: amused

Here I am at the last few weeks to work on my portfolio, and my god damn hand is back to its fussy state, though I think I may have worsened it when we got that MASSIVE Hallmark shipment in on Tuesday evening.

The last time, my hand was bothering me, I found out that I had torn one of my tendons in my thumb, that was cause by a repitive movement and too much exertion on my hand ( like opening fucking boxes...) which had develeoped into TENDOSYNOVITIS. It had became SO inflammed, that the swelling spread down my arm and into my elbow and THUS, I was forced into a sling for a week.

...that was fucking torture.

At least the swelling hasn't gone that far yet... YET. But I have a very funny feeling when I was doing one of the orders on JIM SHORE and WILLOW TREE, I may have either tore that tendon worse OR tore it another place.

When ever I heat it, or ice it or when it swells up REALLY bad, this red crater like mark appears onto of the muscle of my thumb. The doctor told me last time, thats were the tear is most likey and its causing the muscles to inflame in that one area making that weird mark. NOW I noticed, there is a BIGGER one farther up my thumb this morning.

In all reletive theory. I'm screwed.

I'm fucking screwed.

The doctore gave me an option, I could get an opperation on my tendon last time, but in doing so I have an 90% chance in losing some mobility in my thumb, and I am suseptable for accute arthritis in that area OR accept it and live with it and suffer with it.

This is my right hand.

My DRAWING hand.

My talent.

My future.

The thing that MAKES me... me.

To lose that... god.

I don't know what I would do....

....

I'd rather SUFFER.


But if I don't take care of it, I will have some problems. So when ever it swells or ache, I take breaks, Ice it. Heat it. Whatever. Load up on pain killers.

But I'm in such a rut right now. My hand is wrapped. I can't pour myself something to drink with it, I can't lift things up with one hand. I can't grip things, like a simple glass of water and I can't even brush my hair.

And I have a portfolio to work on.

WHAT the fuck to I do....

Current Mood: stressed

What an awesome game tonight! ( Even though I missed the first period) The game was tight between the St.Louis Blues and the Sens, but we managed through. 4-2 The refs made some really bad calls tonight, mostly against the Blues but I'm not complaining :D

And the Rangers kicked Pitsburg's le asses! We are now ahead of them! Woot!

Next game is Thursday against the Florida Panthers! Woot!

ANWAYS!

Work was surprisingly productive today, we had only about 50 customers all day, BUT we got a MASSIVE shipment in and that took up pretty much of the entire evening. We got lotsa JELLY BELLIES!!!

Anyways, tomorrow, I plan to do....something with my mom and grandmother- My dad is going to Montreal for work, for a few days, so TV is OURS! Yippeee.

Thursday and Friday, I plan to get ALOT of my portfolio done.

Saturday I work 1-6 then I'm off till Tuesday!

And now. I'm off to bed!

Current Mood: happy

Well the search for Katherine and Meghan's birthday present has been unsucessful so far. But I'm not really on a deadline because, their birthday isn't untill the end of March. But I hate procrastinating at birthdays ( I never do it...) I mean hell, I already have Ariels b-day present was already done a month ago.

I'm a fratenizer over time and schedule. I don't want to have to do something forced into my schedule or spare time. I don't too much time to waste lately- and its beggining to get to me.

Although I'm beginning to enjoy spontanious efforts.

Relaxing? Heh. The only time I relax is when I sleep, which occasionally is a good thing ( especially lately) but when I feel rushed, overwhelmed yadda yadda I have the tend to sleep lightly becuase my mind just WON'T shut up.

But I've been really good lately. Things are working out, I'm getting deadlines accomplished, I'm finding satisfaction in my work ( to some extent) and I have goals I've been continously striving for, and reaching its destination in baby steps at a time.

I've got a fair bit of my portfolio left to do, and my deadline for that and the cover letter is the end of March. But since I won't be working Thursday's anymore, I'm going to get alot more accomplished than I usually do- PLUS I seem to have my motivation back.

So most of my days are going to spent cooped up in my (now fabulous) hole. I just need to bend around distractions

- Like the nasty distraction that is humping my bed sheets at the moment....

I swear this Cat is determined to kill us all. From being the 'scratching post with sound effects' and victim for when we disobey his needs ( for tuna) and demands, or just plain sadistic torment after sogging his catnip bag.

He has this game now, with my new futon, 'hide under the bed and wait till she walks by so I can take a chunck out of her ankle' game. Its getting old... and very painful. Sometimes ( rare occasions) he just sleeps on top when I have the futon stretched out, but as soon as I get into the bed he goes 'straight to town' on my leg.

But now, there is this new game when we are eating supper- and since we rarely use the dining room table, we eat up into the family room. And well Lou jumps up on the table and watches us eat.

At least thats what we THINK he is doing. But today I was surely proven wrong. Mostly he cocks his head to the side while we cut or food and eat and he looks so damn cute.... You see I laughed while I was trying to chew on my Pork-chop and well I began to choke, and as I was choking the cat watched me before reaching over his paw and sticking his claws into my porkchop!

Who ever said cats are not smart, they obviously have never had one. I think Lou is FAAR too intelligent, and by the looks of his health, he may live out ALL of us...

Anyways, my stomach is tad tight due to the fact my grandmother gave me a glass of old milk... I knew it smelled funny.... Hopefully I won't be ill tonight. I have to work tomorrow.

I'm definetly going to bring some entertainment for work tomorrow night, becuase Tuesday's are BRUTAL. And I really don't want to splurge anymore of my money, its becoming a habit :p

My dad got this really intrigueing book from his work. Its a picture book and charp and its all on diseases and disorders. The illustrations are very discriptive but interesting to look at. It has:

Gastroesophageal Disorders and Digestive Anatomy
Dangers of Alcohol
Understanding Allergies
Understanding Alzheimers
Arthritis- Joint inflammation
Breast Disease
Cancer
Cardiovascular Disease
Carple Tunnel Syndrome and Tenosynovitis ( VERY informative)
Cesarean Section
Cholesterol
Common Cold
Diabetes
Diseases of the Digestive System
Epilepsy
Disorders of the Eye
Heart disease
Hip and Knee inflammations
HIV and AIDS
Human Spine disorders
Hypertension
Knee injuries
Menopause
Middle Ear Conditions
Osteoporosis
Parkinson's Disease
Respiratory Systema nd Asthma
Skin Cancer
Dangers of Smoking
Strokes
Disorders of the Jaw and Teeth
Temporomandibular Joint ( TMJ)
Ulcers
Diseases of the Urinary tract
Whiplashes of the Head and neck


Sadly though, what I was hoping they would have a section on THYROID disease and disorders. I know a fair amount about it, but the diagrams distinctively show the effects and what it looks like.

meh, I might bring the book in so Barb and I can look at it tomorrow at work. THAT a drawings stuff....

Current Mood: upset tummy

The Hockey game was absolutely AMAZING! i have chewed off al my nails, becuase the game was so intense with the Senators against Pitsburg penguins.

Unfortunetly, the Sens lost 4-3 in a shoot out.

Pitsburg got a goal first, but then about a MINUTE after so did Ottawa. Then, Pitsburg scored again and then almost after, as did Ottawa. The last period was very frusterating becase there were some very uncalled for and unfair penalty's. Pitsburg plays VERY dirty.Which caused Pitsburgs third goal.

On the last few minutes to the third period, Wade Redden, scored us our tieing goal, then it went into overtime and then a shoot out.

And well.... everyone saw it coming.

So now, Pitsburg is ONE point ahead of the Sens to go on to the Play-OFFS.

I can only imagine the Play-off games with Pitsburg.

....Bloody.

Current Mood: beddy-pies now...

Yesterday was an AWESOME St. Patty's Day. Although the hockey game wasn't the greatest hockey game, but I still sure as hell had a good time.

My hoarse throat proves it....

We won and thats all tha matter. NOW at 7, there will be ANOTHER hockey game starting and this one will surely be a nail biter, with the Sens and the Penguins. I'm going to wear my lucky FISHER hat, with Senators Clover pin on it :P GO Sens GO!

ANYWAYS, another deady dead DEAD DDDEEEAAAAADDDD day in Hallmark again. I spent most of my time shopping.:P

Bought a shirt at Reitmans, and some silly stuff at work. Though I managed to find some b-day stuff for Kate and Meghan.

I figure, since they love drawing, I'm going to go buy some sketch books stuff for them. Thats a good gift. I know Meghan wants some Anime drawing books... hell I think I could geive her some of mine. I sure as hell don't need'em... I'll keep my favourite one though... My chibi book....My super charcter design and pose book ( both Heroine and Hero Vol#1 and #2) I'll keep my fighting ones, because they are useful. And I'll keep my ULTIMATE manga lessons- Sensational Characters because they show you how to draw old people :P

But I have How to draw Manga- More about Pretty Gals and Bishoujo Pretty Gals. I never use em' I could give em' to the girls except theres a fair amount of nudity in there :P

But meh, I'll find out. I'm gonna go to wallacks tomorrow.

Current Mood: productive

What a freakin' Chaotic day!

Firstly, before I explain my entry's title- I finally found something to do for St. Patty'd Day. Ryan and I are going to the Senators game on Saturday night. I have scored, tickets for the Sens vs. the Flyers. Weren't exactly CHEAP but its not bad. The tickets cost $66 each.

I've already payed my mo $6 now I just need the $60 :P

I plan to wear my mom's lucky Senators jersy. This will be my FIRST time watching a Sens game in the Corel Center/Scotia Bank Place whatever the hell you call it.

I am excited.

And Friday night, Ryan and I are going to see 300 FINALLY!

but OH MY GAWD! Tuesday was so freakin' BORING! I had urges to pick my nose- becuase THAT would have been a whole lot entertaining than the mall at that moment. But no instead, i went out and SPLURGED my money.

First I went to PharmaPlus and I bought some make up- Maybelline Colour Seduction Lip Gloss, CoverGirl eye enhancers ( Tapestry Taupe/ Morning Cocoa/ Golden Sunrise/ First Light) I'm trying to get back into my copper tones- they suit me quite well. I also got N.Y.C eye Champagne Eye Powder, N.Y.X Copper Lip Pencil and a Styli-Style Flat Liner24 Black Eye Liner.

yep... Make-up is pricey. I was very tempted to buy Revelon's Sugar, Bitten lips stain, lips glosses. But they were like $15 each and you only get an iiittteeeee bittteeee bit. Screw That...

Then I went to Claires, trying to find some St. Patty's Day stuff becuase Hallmark had shit-all.

They had nothing either but I ended up buying, two beated bracelets. One all black with white rhinestones in the beads. The second one was all brown, and amber and a few beads had leopard prints on them.
I got a chuncky beaded neacklace to match the leopard printed beaded bracelet. I also got a thick frabric/wooden bangle with Leopard prints on it as well.

Then I went to Reitmans, bought a fashionable white poncho/shawl stayle shirt ( Used commonly in the Fashion magazines) Its ver sexy and elegant. And I bought a pair of really cool big sunglasses.

Am I satisfied yet? No.

I then ended up buying the St.Patty's Day baseball hat that was at Hallmark. Its nothing special. Baseball-cap style all green with a light green shamrock in the middle.

And my blasted FATHER took it. He said he liked it so I have to go find another one.... *grumble grumble...*

So that WAS today's plan. Go to pick up check at work ( cuz its PAY DAY!!!) then go to the Scottish and Irish Store on Bells Corners, to find a new St. Patty's Day Hat...

That was UNTIL... a certain EVENT happened...


Here is the eplaination to my entry's title...

Last night, my mom was cleaning the toilet bowl with a sponge and she she went to flush it, the lid came down knocking the spongue OUT of her hand, and into the toilet and FLUSHED....

"Sponge-ey go down da hoooooollllle."

Anyways, obviously, the toilet is backed up, It still flushes, but theres a funny hissy sound, and the water nearly overflows the bowl before it lowers again. My father is quite petrified to have a dump.

...Who wouldn't...

ANYWAYZ my job- since I have the smallest hands in the house- *shudders* Was to slap on a pair of rubber gloves and reach into it.....the toilet bowl I mean.

No. I didn't get the sponge, but I did find a rusty nail, a bobby-pin and pair of tweezers... but no sponge. The water though, was so fraking cold, by the time I did pull out the items, my fingers were completely numb.

Anyways, today, nothing much has changed. My dad went out to buy a toilet AUGER ( a long pole, with a 3 foot snake coil and hook. Its like fishing in the toilet...) And its done but push the stupid thing back further and clog it more.

So currently- we have a plumber. Two actually. And by the looks of things, we just MAY have to get a new toilet.

Other than that, I finally no longer working on Thursdays, yes I lose alot of hours BUT, this gives me time to finsh my portfolio and go find ANOTHER job. Becuase Hallmark only bores me now...

I need to get money afterall, my Animation course at Algonquin AIN'T cheap. My animation supplies and that includes the Table is about 16 hundred dollars. *head begins to spin*

Woah nelly, Anxiety much....

And my parent have decide to cancle their Vacation to Sandles Jamacia, due to many events and plus this summer is just going to be busy as hell.

They are going to Edmonton, Alberta in July- I'm not going. which is great, beacuse I would have died and gone to heaven, becuase she lives 10 minutes away from the Edmonton Mall....

....not a good thing for Jackie and her need to save money :P

Although, I still have a fair bit remaining...

NO! MALL SEDUCTION!! EEE!! *runs away*

But What I AM looking foreward to is, my Aunt Karen and Uncle Rick and my cousin Jessica are coming down from Paradise, St. Johns Newfoundland in August.

Kanata is about to get a WHOLE lot noisier when these prime NEWFIES come to visit. I should tell Uncle Rick about our firecracker law.... He really likes firecrackers....

Anyways, it should be fun. I'm going to take Jes, down to China Town, since she is a Anime Fanatic.



AND THIS JUST BREAKING NEWS!!! The Sponge is OUT!!! I REPEAT THE SPONGE IS OUT!!!

AND YAY! Someone is going to check out my loft bed on SATURDAY!!!! Woot! And its in the morning too, so it doesn't mess with my plans.

Now that the toilet thing is done, Its time to go pick up my paycheck!!!!!

TOODLES!

Current Mood: chipper